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Yo guys on DA!

How are you?! Its been so long since the last time i posted a journal. Yeah as the title said.. Reality shits coming up on my way lately lol.. ^^; Thats the reason why my manga got delayed, my commissions also delayed, got no inspiration for drawing.. Real life such a damn distraction! >_< CURSE U! QAQ
And the bad news is, im just feeling like telling you all of them so be prepared to leave if u dont like reading long journal lol..

1. I got friends. Lot of them. Ppl that gets the same goal with me. Its hard to be explained in words tho what r they like but.. im feeling good when i was staying with them. :) This is the first time im feeling real life somehow better lol... Also, i got a friend.. i mean.. best friend maybe.. I spent alot of time with him.. Somehow when i was talking with him, everything is better. And he just has this weird ability to cheering up people. :) He is also an otaku so.. its fun to talk with him. We're speaking the same "language". xD But talking with him, makes me forget the time. We spent much time together sometimes til morning haha.. So, its obviously one of the top reason why i was late for my projects and works.. ==;

2. I have a crush. With someone (This person is diffrent with my "best friend" lol). Yeah.. the REAL one this time guys.. xDD Well yeah. I dont know this is a good news or bad news. Since the last time i had a crush it was a disaster lol ~ ^^; But it seems this time it wont do. Because the guy i fell for is rly quiet. He is  a 'cool' type lol. And this is why Rene couldnt do anything than just starrin at him lol. Cuz Rene is a 'cool' type too. (But warning! : very over attatched when we've gotten know each others lol) I dont know much about him yet. Thats make me kinda not-sure with this feeling. Buut well.. i dont know what will happened next so just.. heads on~ xD The problem is,.. somehow.. lately i met him often when i hang out with my friends... and that makes me.... uhh.. >///////< well yeah.. hahaha ~ >/// w \\\ < Overthink. Maybe(?) SO, u can blame him for this shitty feeling that slowed down my art business stuff.. =__=; yeah blame him lol. That stupid senpai.. who will never notice me ~ =P

3. My cousins. Yeah~ They r just grown up bigger ~ Haha older i mean.. and bigger ofc lol. One of them just loves acting weird and it took my time for babysitting her lol. For other four, they are fine and kicking! But still, i just wanna spare some time for them as their sister. ^^ Ofc that will take my time for art abit (not much) , so yeah.. this is one of the cause. BUT dont count this ~ I do this cuz i love them~ :heart:

4. You know what otakus doin when they got a bad day?! Such like.. confusing, over-worrying, had a crush... THEY GAMING! OAO Lol i did. The game i played was Osu! Anybody knows? XD ive stopped play that game since last year, but within last two weeks i just boosted my level in the game just by playing normal-hard mods. U know what? Its crazy to know i got very great accuracy even in hard mod because i was in such confusing situation. XD But yesterday finally i decided to stop playing cuz i got my head dizzy lol. Thats my limit. Once i got my head dizzy ima go throw up and couldnt eat. Now i just 50% recover so.. i need 1-2 more days to regain my normal energy lol. Yeah blame Osu.. xD

5. My last year job came back baby ~ I got recruited again, back to my old position as char designer, pixelist, and animator ~ This time for Lexus and Barney advertisement! So excited! :D This is my last reason why 30% of my time got reduced for doing my personal project.

Ok, so im done throwing my bunch of excuses why my personal projects got delayed. But ima telling you that im not gonna stop like this forever. Ima work on my manga project soon, continue the commission, and my works. Because when i said ima do it, then ima do it! And i got thousand more reason why i have to do it. I just need time to reduce my activities IRL back to normal again. And i need to find how lol..

So thats all about me these months recently~ XD
What about you guys? =P

Xoxo
Rene ~ <3
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Yo guys on DA!

How are you?! Its been so long since the last time i posted a journal. Yeah as the title said.. Reality shits coming up on my way lately lol.. ^^; Thats the reason why my manga got delayed, my commissions also delayed, got no inspiration for drawing.. Real life such a damn distraction! >_< CURSE U! QAQ
And the bad news is, im just feeling like telling you all of them so be prepared to leave if u dont like reading long journal lol..

1. I got friends. Lot of them. Ppl that gets the same goal with me. Its hard to be explained in words tho what r they like but.. im feeling good when i was staying with them. :) This is the first time im feeling real life somehow better lol... Also, i got a friend.. i mean.. best friend maybe.. I spent alot of time with him.. Somehow when i was talking with him, everything is better. And he just has this weird ability to cheering up people. :) He is also an otaku so.. its fun to talk with him. We're speaking the same "language". xD But talking with him, makes me forget the time. We spent much time together sometimes til morning haha.. So, its obviously one of the top reason why i was late for my projects and works.. ==;

2. I have a crush. With someone (This person is diffrent with my "best friend" lol). Yeah.. the REAL one this time guys.. xDD Well yeah. I dont know this is a good news or bad news. Since the last time i had a crush it was a disaster lol ~ ^^; But it seems this time it wont do. Because the guy i fell for is rly quiet. He is  a 'cool' type lol. And this is why Rene couldnt do anything than just starrin at him lol. Cuz Rene is a 'cool' type too. (But warning! : very over attatched when we've gotten know each others lol) I dont know much about him yet. Thats make me kinda not-sure with this feeling. Buut well.. i dont know what will happened next so just.. heads on~ xD The problem is,.. somehow.. lately i met him often when i hang out with my friends... and that makes me.... uhh.. >///////< well yeah.. hahaha ~ >/// w \\\ < Overthink. Maybe(?) SO, u can blame him for this shitty feeling that slowed down my art business stuff.. =__=; yeah blame him lol. That stupid senpai.. who will never notice me ~ =P

3. My cousins. Yeah~ They r just grown up bigger ~ Haha older i mean.. and bigger ofc lol. One of them just loves acting weird and it took my time for babysitting her lol. For other four, they are fine and kicking! But still, i just wanna spare some time for them as their sister. ^^ Ofc that will take my time for art abit (not much) , so yeah.. this is one of the cause. BUT dont count this ~ I do this cuz i love them~ :heart:

4. You know what otakus doin when they got a bad day?! Such like.. confusing, over-worrying, had a crush... THEY GAMING! OAO Lol i did. The game i played was Osu! Anybody knows? XD ive stopped play that game since last year, but within last two weeks i just boosted my level in the game just by playing normal-hard mods. U know what? Its crazy to know i got very great accuracy even in hard mod because i was in such confusing situation. XD But yesterday finally i decided to stop playing cuz i got my head dizzy lol. Thats my limit. Once i got my head dizzy ima go throw up and couldnt eat. Now i just 50% recover so.. i need 1-2 more days to regain my normal energy lol. Yeah blame Osu.. xD

5. My last year job came back baby ~ I got recruited again, back to my old position as char designer, pixelist, and animator ~ This time for Lexus and Barney advertisement! So excited! :D This is my last reason why 30% of my time got reduced for doing my personal project.

Ok, so im done throwing my bunch of excuses why my personal projects got delayed. But ima telling you that im not gonna stop like this forever. Ima work on my manga project soon, continue the commission, and my works. Because when i said ima do it, then ima do it! And i got thousand more reason why i have to do it. I just need time to reduce my activities IRL back to normal again. And i need to find how lol..

So thats all about me these months recently~ XD
What about you guys? =P

Xoxo
Rene ~ <3
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  1. How long have you been on DeviantArt? 6 years and still counting! :D

  2. What does your username mean? This name given by my crush back in high school. :heart: Back there we love to create name from each of us for fun. And he called me that. He just said that name fit me very well. :) Then here i am, Rene Alexa. An artist~ ;)

  3. Describe yourself in three words. Motivated, Imaginer (?) / Dreamer, Quiet 

  4. Are you left or right handed? Im a mainstream person, right handed lol

  5. What was your first deviation? *scrolling deep in gallery* True Friends.. by renealexa                                                  OMGG!! Now Naruto just ended... See?! How long ive been drawing?! So nostalgic~ X3

  6. What is your favourite type of art to create? Digital art ofc~ I also a crafter remember?! ;)

  7. If you could instantly master a different art style, what would it be? ANIMATION please..

  8. What was your first favourite? Shadow by sasukekakashi12                     GODDAMN!! THIS! WHO IS THIS CUTIE?!! WHOOO?!! OMG SHADOW! XDD Youve grown so much damn.. You re a hottie~ :heart: -- Stop. I actualy i didnt realize that i was realy into Shadow back there. XD HE IS A DAMN HEDGEHOG!! HOW RENE?! HOW?!! HOOOOOOOOOWW??!! Oh well, when he turned into human he is just damn great ~ Ima shutup now lol

  9. What type of art do you tend to favourite the most? Digital art~ Specially the fanart of THE CHARACTER THAT I REALY LIKE!!!

  10. Who is your all-time favourite deviant artist? :iconnachooz::iconhitogata::iconyuumei: please guys.. Somehow i wonder if those three are realy humans..

  11. If you could meet anyone on DeviantArt in person, who would it be? :iconshenira: :iconardeearollado: My two lovely partner~ Tehee! :heart:

  12. How has a fellow deviant impacted your life? :iconalvichi::iconwarrayfinson::iconkrystlekmy::iconshenira::iconcud-kyun::iconathenagranger::iconthefabhawk::iconakirakai::iconxhanimilkshakex: AND THOSE ON FB & INSTA~ Love ya all guys~ :hug:

  13. What are your preferred tools to create art? PSCS3, PTS, CSP, Wacom Bamboo (1st edition), iPad Air, DAGI pen, PAPER & PENCIL OFC. Dont forget the sewing machines, leather, clothing materials, & clay~

  14. What is the most inspirational place for you to create art? In front of my computer, in the midnight with  full japanese music

  15. What is your favourite DeviantArt memory? Omg there's alot.. xDD When the first time i created my account in renealexa-diary and create my OC Rene & Reine and paired her with Luffy, i got A LOT of supporters & friends! Even a group! Omg.. I was like.. :faint: I feel so bad to ruin the masterpieces of Eichiiro-san with adding my stupid OC there omg..  Also the moment when i broke down because of the problem with my family, the person i love, everything.. Many friends here supported me. Left their words of courage so i feel so loved. ^__^ I rly love my friends here.. i just wish i could be with them all again. :) Its just now we're all realy busy with our own business. Collages, works, etc.. But im glad we can be together in other media. I hope we can keep being together forever. ^_^ Its all thanks to devianTART! Without you, we couldn't meet each others :dalove: </span>

So,, deviantART, keep growing as a community! :D We realy love you~ You created a place where i could stay and accepted by people. So diffrent with the stupid real life around me that keep rejecting those who...is acting diffrently.. hahhaa..

Thank you for being here, and happy anniversary deviantART!! :D :hug:
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15.10.2015
Next pages, 12 & 13 99% finished! 
Page 14-17 sketches finished!
Another news for :iconcud-kyun:'s commission.
I got some RL stuff rly busy lately! >.< Please wait a little more longer so i can finish the commissions. ;)

14.09.2015
Pages 6, 7, 8 delayed cuz me and Shenira caught cold~ @_@
Pages 9, 10, 11 sketches has been finished now in progress of lineart.
Manga script chapter 1 & 2 100% completed, chapter 3 90% completed

27.08.2015
Page 1,2 submitted!
Page 3,4 in progresss
Manga script chapter 1 100% completed, chapter 2 90% completed

12.08.2015
Sub cover & Chapter 1 cover submitted!
Pages 1,2 in progress
Manga script chapter 1 50% completed

01.08.2015
Ok, start from now ima follow krystlekmy's way for writing journal lol. xD Updating little by little just like writing on FB lol. Sooo,, the update now came from my original manga, Reverted World. The sketching has begun! :D Just wait A LITTLE MORE til we finally submitted the pages~ 
Other updates came from my real life. I got several 'friends' IRL. None of them are true tho.. xD But somehow they are good for my entertainment lol. And im quite enjoy it. In other side, now i have found my true life with the people i realy love. They are my cousins. Now i just wanna be a good big sister for them.. ^_^
And the last update came from my other project. I started another craft project other than plushies. I dont know how i will schedule my time anymore but becuz this is my hobby so im sure i can make it somehow lol. Cuz now i have seriously decided my career as an artist~ =P
Aaanndd the realy realy last ooneeeee,,,,, ima check ur deviations as soon as i get a free time~ XD Hope it's soon xD Cuz i rly wanna take a little time to appreciate those arts youve made. :)

Thanks for everyone who keep supporting me til today! 
Heartcha guys! :heart: :hug:
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 Hi guys!! :wave:

It's been so long since my last journal (back on 2013) lol. XD
How are youu??! :D I hope you're all fine.
Me is fine here. Alot of things happened in the past and i could prety sure i almost mentally dead lol.
I kinda lost my way back there. I didn't know what should i do next.
It was like..my world just dissapear. (I'm pretty sure lot of you have experienced that state lol) 
But i'm glad that i didnt die. I can still staying here and posting arts. :D
DA surely evolved much. And i think i don't wanna be left behind.
So i came back and gonna keep submitting arts. 
I still love fanarts but now i'm gonna submit more into originals. :)
I wanna make the worlds inside my mind into a story.
The first chapter finally posted! It's like a history in my life~ TT__TT
I wanna give a big virtual hug for my partner, :iconshenira: the story won't be done completely without you!
I just hope the story could continue until finally i finished it!

The story won't be free but would be sold in another website.
So i can be understand not all of you can buy it. :) It's fine!
I just hope you can keep supporting me as friends here~! :hug:

And special thanks for all the deviants who still here to support me even it's..kinda become lonely lately. 
I heard there's some who has gone to uni, married, gave birth~ :heart: 
If you left DA because there's something that more important for you to be taken care of, its okay. :D
I wish you the best and luck! ^^ 
Then for my friends who has taken decission to go for art career, wish you luck too!
Don't forget to come here! Join me! :D
We're gonna have fun together on deviantART and make something new! ^_^


For now that's all i wanna say!
Gonna talk with you again soon, cya! :D

Love you ~ :hug:
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